What has been stopping you from spending time, face to face, with God? Face to face, nothing standing in between you.
“We do God more honor in believing what He has said about Himself and coming boldly to His throne or grace than by hiding in a self-conscious humility.” A.W. Tozer
When I was younger I made decisions that took me in the opposite direction from God. I chose to do things against the leading of the Holy Spirit that in turn left me feeling empty and far from Him. I felt as if I had turned my back on the Lord.
These decisions kept me from spending time with God even after I had asked for forgiveness and returned to Him. I was hiding in a self-conscious humility. I loved the Lord and yet I kept my distance. Things were not the same. See, as a child I spend many hours talking to God. It was as if I could walk right up to Him and sit at His feet. I found comfort, strength and love there. Never once did I question if I was allowed to be that close. Now, I hid in the back corner of His throne room.
It wasn’t until one day in a time of prayer that I saw something that would change my life forever. As I took my
self-appointed position in the back corner of His throne room, I looked up to see a beautiful woman clothed in the most amazing, radiant, jewel encrusted gown. She stood right before the throne of God.
Then, the Lord motion to me. Come. Come up to the throne. He lovingly continued to call me… come. As I slowly walked up to His throne and stood beside the woman, He spoke this to me. “Do you not see what I see? When I see you, I do not see your mistakes and your short comings. THIS is how I see you because of my son.” At that moment, I looked over and I saw that the radiant woman was me.
From that day forward I have realized that regardless of my good deeds or short comings, the Father God does not see me as unworthy. He sees me through Jesus. I am His very own child and He wants me to come to Him. He wants me to stand face to face, unhindered, not self-conscious but only looking upon Him. In His presence we find all we need and one word from Him can change everything.
What has been keeping you from standing before Him? Maybe sin has kept you bound and afraid or the memory of past sins has caused you to hide in the shadows of unworthiness. Maybe you’ve positioned yourself in the corner because you are so self-conscious of your weaknesses.
I encourage you today, honor God by taking Him at His Word.
Ephesians 3:12
In him (Jesus) and through faith in him we may approach God with freedom and confidence.
John 6:37 All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and he that comes to me I will in no wise cast out.
Hebrews 4:16 Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.
Let me leave you with this thought, because of Jesus you are clothed in righteousness. You have been made right before God. Do not hid in the shadows. See yourself the way He sees you. Seek to meet with Him face to face and He will be found by you.
Isaiah 61:10
I will greatly rejoice in the LORD; my soul shall exult in my God, for he has clothed me with the garments of salvation; he has covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decks himself like a priest with a beautiful headdress, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.